[he feels guilty that lan wangji has to see him like this, when he was always one of the few people who even tried to help. but maybe that way of thinking is wrong. maybe that's exactly why wei wuxian should show him this side of him, the exhaustion and the hurt that he's kept bottled up. wasn't he the one who used to say that they should share everything? logically he knows that between soulmates it shouldn't be one-sided, but he just got used to hiding his own hardships away.
until now, with lan wangji practically cracking open his chest to make a home for himself inside, simultaneously soothing his heart and releasing the ghosts of so much pain. wei wuxian's sobs become laughter at his words, but it's not madness this time. he turns in his arms, tear tracks on his cheeks but a smile on his lips, the embodiment of wei wuxian. he cups the other man's face before pressing a kiss firmly to his forehead, right where his ribbon would be. a second is delivered to his lips, softer but less chaste before he sighs.]
Lan Zhan, our path lies together.
[he's not alone; he never really was, and now he can hear lan wangji's voice even above the screams.]
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until now, with lan wangji practically cracking open his chest to make a home for himself inside, simultaneously soothing his heart and releasing the ghosts of so much pain. wei wuxian's sobs become laughter at his words, but it's not madness this time. he turns in his arms, tear tracks on his cheeks but a smile on his lips, the embodiment of wei wuxian. he cups the other man's face before pressing a kiss firmly to his forehead, right where his ribbon would be. a second is delivered to his lips, softer but less chaste before he sighs.]
Lan Zhan, our path lies together.
[he's not alone; he never really was, and now he can hear lan wangji's voice even above the screams.]
If you'll really have me.