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[taciturnly]

The thought alone has already, truly inspired.

My brother clings to a hope that should have vanished the moment Jin Guangyao's true nature was revealed. The man he cares for is a man fabricated, and disillusion conceals a truth he is not yet willing to accept.

Jin Guangyao will not change. He has proven as much many times.

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i know.

lan zhan, do you think you could've given up on me? if the things everyone said about me, if it was all true. would you have accepted it?

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No.

Had they been true, you would not be Wei Ying. And I could not have loved you.

But you are Wei Ying. I believed in you then, and I believe in you now. Time proved us right, but worked against Jin Guangyao.

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and to think i once questioned you about how anyone else could know my mind and temperament. you know me better than i know myself.

lan zhan

lan wangji

lan er-gege

ji-xiong

a-ji

oh i like that one.

[taciturnly]

You have always known yourself, but you have rarely known your worth.

A-ji? Bèndàn.

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your silly husband will be home soon. give the bunnies hugs for me, and be sure to eat some cookies with your tea.

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All of them, in our bed now.

My appetite for food has not grown. Should I assume that it went well?

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[and soon after that, just because.]

lan zhan, i just realized something.

that day in the cave, you were upset with my flirting because you liked me, not mianmian!

[taciturnly]

Only just? An astute observation.

[weiward]

they still argue. i had time enough for my mind to wander, so i started thinking back to all the times i wish i'd kissed you.

and lan zhan! don't let the bunnies cover up your scent!

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I almost did, once. But you were much braver than I, and I did not expect my affections to be returned.

Should I not have removed my robes, then?

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now who doesn't know his worth? lan zhan, i remember that you were all the disciples of yunmeng could talk about for weeks after we returned. there were wen soldiers who feared you more than me. i was a fool, but i'd like to think that i wasn't that much of one.

the bunnies aren't lying on your robes are they

[taciturnly]

A man's heart is indiscernible behind his chest, or in the reflection of his blade. You were no fool. I was. Perhaps I still am.

They were neatly folded away. You may wear my undershirt to sleep, if you wish.

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not a fool, not you. now or ever. say what you want about me, but i won't stand for talk against my hanguang-jun...even from hanguang-jun.

lan zhan, it's hard for me to sleep while wearing clothes, even if they are yours.

[taciturnly]

Then perhaps we could agree that I am a fool for you.

You seemed particularly inclined to keep my scent intact. Should I refrain from bathing then, until you return?

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the sweetest fool who could do better. i'll agree to meet you halfway on that.

yes you should. i'll take matters into my own hands once i'm there.

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Tell me, then. What is better, if you are everything?

Duly, and impatiently noted.

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you're feeding a dangerous ego. i did think i was quite special in my youth.

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You did achieve one impossible task.

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tell me.

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The Gusulan principles you loved to loath. Now your name is among them, carved on the same stone.

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[oh no, he can't stop giggling now.]

that is pretty good, even if i do say so myself! of al the things that the yiling patriarch is said to have done, why doe no one talk about that more?

oh, and i got hanguang-jun to break those rules. that should be worth something.

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Worth an addition to the aforementioned stone.

There is room left for more.

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oh i'm sure of it.

lan zhan, i've been thinking about zewu-jun.

[now there's something lan wangji probably never expected nor wanted to hear.]

[taciturnly]

( how to kill the mood in ten words or less. )

Wei Ying. You should not burden your mind with my struggles.