It matters a lot. [lan zhan will always need his brother. and if they're not from the exact same world, so be it. he and jiang cheng never shared a drop of the same blood.] It's all I need. I wouldn't ask anything more of you.
[he is still much like the man that they knew, so much that wei wuxian didn't question it for a long time. the ways that he differs, he's actually curious to know the reasons.]
He loves you too. If he didn't - ah, I don't know if you've ever seen it, but he has this way of not looking at someone and telling them that they're not qualified to speak to him. I get cold chills just thinking about it.
[Lan Xichen does often think that he has become unworthy of his brother's love. It's something he had never experienced before coming to Aefenglom. No matter how tense things became or how many questions arose, Lan Wangji had never stopped turning to Lan Xichen whenever he had needs. When Wei Wuxian, resurrected, had been accused of evil plots, even then Wangji had not hesitated to come home. He had not doubted his brother's faith.
It's a brand new feeling to be the scorned and mistrusted one. He sighs softly, relieved that at least Wei Wuxian seems to be telling the truth, but still conflicted on where everything stands. If they really did live in a way that made Xichen seem suspicious now, what exactly happened?]
I remember that you said once that your memories of- of your final days in your past life were unclear. Tormented. Do you remember what I told you then?
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[he is still much like the man that they knew, so much that wei wuxian didn't question it for a long time. the ways that he differs, he's actually curious to know the reasons.]
He loves you too. If he didn't - ah, I don't know if you've ever seen it, but he has this way of not looking at someone and telling them that they're not qualified to speak to him. I get cold chills just thinking about it.
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It's a brand new feeling to be the scorned and mistrusted one. He sighs softly, relieved that at least Wei Wuxian seems to be telling the truth, but still conflicted on where everything stands. If they really did live in a way that made Xichen seem suspicious now, what exactly happened?]
I remember that you said once that your memories of- of your final days in your past life were unclear. Tormented. Do you remember what I told you then?